The anthology of poetry written by yours truly, S.E. Bess

I miss you, so dearly my lovely. Is it true, you've found somebody else? Is it true that you call him on your lunch break. Is it true you tell him "forever and always." "I love you so much." is it true, you let him touch you Where ever he pleases? Is it true, you met him at TGI fridays? What a lame, good for nothing Is it true?  You clean his apartment on saturday? The one his grandpa pays for, pathetically? Is it true You dance to smashing pumpkins. In the kitchen? Is it true, you fall asleep to his voice, on the phone? Is it true my love? Is it true? You let me go  forever? For that funny waiter? Well I'll be goddamned if I let you go. you'd be hard pressed to find another man like me. I guess I'm gonna have to show you both underneath his granpas willow tree.

 I miss you baby Dearly. It's hard for me to find words So I think I'll just sit here and play, guitar. My lovely, Your diamond eyes shone like stars. In the pitch black darkness of my  heart. I cry out all the time And sometimes I wonder if it would have been better had we never met. Are the memories worth it? Were those timeless nights, locked in matrimony worth the melancholy I am. Now so, intimately comfortable. Wouldn't it have been better if I'd stayed married to the bottle? To the lovely women on  Corronado. Married to the good times to the headaches and the heartache married to the bottle and the pain. Too afraid to change, to afraid of letting go of the familiar hate? It's far too easy just to drink it away and wish I was dead. Than it was just to make you happy. I should have just let you love it all away but that's my mistake. It wont be the last.

 Till death do us part yeah right. I might regret the fight we had at the time it made me glad you'd had enough and now I'd give anything To feel your love one more time I didn't mean it When I called you a whore and now I see your face everywhere I look. I miss your taste I miss your name Everywhere I go and baby I need you to know. I can't live without you. I never wanted to know Such a pain, such an emptiness I wish I could show you I'm sorry I wish I could I wish I could Show you I'm sorry Believe me baby Believe me baby What if I told you I miss you, and I love you and I never meant those things  I said hurt you.

Your love makes me feel worthless our home is a circus Eviction papers soon, the sheriff is coming to serve us. Only one word, to describe our life. Worthless. I want out, I don't want to be a part. Any longer. I don't, love you I'm not sure, I ever did. I hate you, I hate the man I've become so unwillingly  I'm leaving you for good this time Don't call me ever again. I'm not lying You got what you wanted. Leave me, Leave me, Alone. While I pack my things. Kiss our  children goodbye. And hold back, the tears in my eyes.