At least I'd know.

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Sometime next October

this will all be over.

The waiting, the wondering

The hoping and praying, 

you wont find another.


I never meant to hurt you

I never meant to shut you out

I never meant to call you,


all those hurtful things, my love.

it seems like yesterday, I could remember

the smile on your face,

and now the memory's have all but

faded.

The only thing that stayed is the pain.


Isnt it funny how

we take for granted all the things

that make it worth it?

All the times we argued, over nothing

but didn't it feel good, to have somebody?


I'd do anything for one more night

for one more fight

for one more minute of you holding me

Than at least I'd know your alright

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